Happy Thanksgiving!! I have so much to be thankful for but since all year long I try to list these things I’m not going to now = ) Plus I wouldn’t even know where to start. Even during times I feel like life is unfair I never feel sorry for myself! Over all things are going really good. Far from perfect or ideal but still great. I know that if I continue living for God there are really good things ahead for me & for the children. I am very sure of that!
Theres so much on my mind I’m having trouble deciding what direction to go with this months blog. So since I declined any counseling I’m going to touch on something I don’t talk much about. It’s been over 3 months now since I went into labor (in the middle of the night) with Isabella~Hope & had her by emergency C-section. I don’t get sad about the fact she had to be adopted anymore! The first couple months after I didn’t have as much support as I needed. I’ve never doubted my decision & since I’m so confident about it maybe people didn’t think I was struggling. I actually was in denial myself about how hard of a thing that was to do. I was so ready to get on with life I left the hospital a little less than 2 days after! That was good for me though. I didn’t get to rest but I still healed ok praise God = ) Now things already feel back to normal. My other 3 kids are my whole life & I visit Isabella.
Nov. 21st, 2012: Here’s another picture of Hope @ 3 months old I got off her mom’s FB page = )