11.November 2012

Happy Thanksgiving!!  I have so much to be thankful for but since all year long I try to list these things I’m not going to now = )  Plus I wouldn’t even know where to start.  Even during times I feel like life is unfair I never feel sorry for myself!  Over all things are going really good.  Far from perfect or ideal but still great.  I know that if I continue living for God there are really good things ahead for me & for the children.  I am very sure of that!

Theres so much on my mind I’m having trouble deciding what direction to go with this months blog.  So since I declined any counseling I’m going to touch on something I don’t talk much about.  It’s been over 3 months now since I went into labor (in the middle of the night)  with Isabella~Hope & had her by emergency C-section.  I don’t get sad about the fact she had to be adopted anymore!  The first couple months after I didn’t have as much support as I needed.  I’ve never doubted my decision & since I’m so confident about it maybe people didn’t think I was struggling.  I actually was in denial myself about how hard of a thing that was to do.  I was so ready to get on with life I left the hospital a little less than 2 days after!  That was good for me though.  I didn’t get to rest but I still healed ok praise God = )  Now things already feel back to normal.  My other 3 kids are my whole life & I visit Isabella.

Nov. 21st, 2012:  Here’s another picture of Hope @ 3 months old I got off her mom’s FB page = )

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